23 Mar 2010

the only two places where i feel absolutely safe are either in a bed with fresh, white sheets and pillows surrounding my head or in water. like on the bottom of a swimming pool.

ALONE, WEIGHTLESS, PEACEFUL, NOBODY TALKING, NOBODY PRETENDING, JUST BEING.

those are the only two places. everywhere else i get smacked in the face with arrogance, ignorance, shallowness. they knock me down and leave me bleeding on the floor.